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  • 05-10-2015 10:07pm
    #1
    levi12
    Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 31 ✭


    He lied he cheated he hurt....he started a relationship with the woman who helped him ruin everything.....break my heart, hurt my children.

    He begged me to forgive and i did because i couldn't hold onto my anger....it was simply killing me.

    But he didnt help me with our children or financially. ...SHE was his new life and he needed all his time and "his money" . So i had to bring him to court...and the outcome shocked him. For the first time in his life he had to tell the truth and have someone call him on his selfish horrible behaviour.

    Life continued. His romance blossomed but he found the time decided by court to spend with his childen.

    I loved him many years but social nights always ended in disaster....he had no limit...drink til you fall that was it. I was boring when i gave out or tried to leave a party because of it. BUT he drank once....just once a few weeks ago...after 3 years with her officially and unofficially...with this new woman....and she ran. And never looked back .

    He tried to kill himself. ....i saved him

    He tried again ttwo weeks ago.....i saved him again.

    He has this week issued peoceedings to bring me back to court to get his money off me. I need to."pull my weight" . He is not allowed mind his children since his diagnosis of depression and anxiety (my decision) so im doing it all. He has been away two weeks since....to rest.....but today its the worst....and im so lost.

    He told me he lost "the only woman he ever loved because of drink" he is miserable and its my fault. I want to take everything from him and leave him broke ( everything =money money money). He had a weekend away and drank on antidepressants and today i get text after text of anger and meanness.

    Why is life so cruel.

    I just needed to get this out of my head...cause its driving me crazy.


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