Being monitored

chickenfoot

Hi,

I need to get this out there and think this is the most suitable forum to put it in. I have another account but created a new one just to keep them separate and keep my identity hidden.

I hope I'm not breaking any rules here, I don't think I am, so here goes...

Basically about a year ago I began seeing a psychiatrist here in Dublin. The particular team I've been seeing is in a major Dublin hospital and the psychiatrists themselves are very well know researchers in this country in this particular field.

I went to them looking for help after feeling depressed, suicidal and detached from everything beginning the previous year. Since then my whole life has been turned upside down.

I believe I am the subject or one of many subjects in a research experiment conducted by these psychiatrists. I also believe that this has been going on since I was a teenager and that an RFID chip was implanted in my body by another team of psychiatrists I seen as a teenager. I have had an MRI and various xrays which were not shown to me on the day of the procedure but were then doctored and shown to me after.

My computer has been hacked by these people recently and I have taken precautions to avoid that happening again but I can't be sure they're not monitoring my online activity, even this post.

I have taken a year out of college because of all this and the fact that they sectioned me many times preventing me from participating in college at all. On the rare occasions that I do go out I notice people staring at me, talking about me, laughing at me as if to provoke a reaction. They are doing this to push me over the edge, to see what will happen. I have noticed cars with people sitting in them parked outside my house all the time and various levels of noise pollution constantly going.

They have brainwashed my partner into pushing me into taking their prescribed medication and he threatens to leave me if I don't. I don't think he realises this. I get an injection every three weeks and I can't be sure what's even in it.

Because of all of this I have become completely disassociated from life. I feel flat as though I'm in a dream like state and nothing seems real anymore.

I tried speaking to the police about this but they are part of this establishment and they sent me straight to hospital. Now I can't speak to anyone and it's having their desired effect. It's pushing me over the edge.

That's it in brief anyway, I can give more details if needed. It would be a long unreadable essay if I went into detail.

Has anyone here experienced this kind of 'gangstalking' here in Ireland? Or similar situations? Does anyone have any opinions on what I should do? The only solutions coming to my mind at the moment are quite extreme to be honest, I don't know what to do.

Thanks for reading people.

AlanS181824

Wow OP, hope you're feeling okay!

Brown Bomber

Hi there,

It made me sad to read about your situation, your life sounds hard but I think you have shown a tremendous courage to put yourself out like this.

I know it's easy for me to say but my honest opinion is that you shouldn't worry so much. No harm has come to you and you have a loving boyfriend there who has stood by you and you clearly are very intelligent so it's not all negative.

Any kind of these kind of tests you are alluding to haven't to my knowledge have never been tested on unwitting members of the public. They have been tested in prisons, on soliders, in universities etc but always with consent, even if they had to trick people into giving consent.

I don't think you have to worry about any RFID chips. Carrying around a smartphone is like carrying around an RFID chip so anyone who might have an interest in any research into monitoring people for whatever reason would have no interest in using RFID so all you'll have to do is get rid of your phone if you are still worried.

As for the people in the cars, it would seem to me that you have a heightened state of alertness and awareness because you are worried. There are often people in parked cars but most people without your concerns wouldn't actually notice because they aren't looking for it. Besides, it would cost an absolute fortune to hire people to follow people around.

I'm not qualified to speak on your medication or it's suitability but I personally have never taken any medication like that. I am very much anti medication. My mother has had her life ****ed up through addiction to medications for the last 30 years that she can't get off.

I don't really not what else to say except I sincerely hope life gets better for you and that I haven't patronised you.

Penn

Hi chickenfoot,

I'm going to have to lock this thread as it's verging too close to medical advice and something which no-one on this forum should advise you on.

Thread locked.