Losing faith

likeaboson

I got screwed over big time by my ex, she broke up with me straight after a romantic week in paris. I was devestated but having recently moved to dublin and away from home (where she lives) I decided to give myself some space and stay away from home.

After weeks of missing her and realising I was still in love with her I made the mistake of writing to her and telling her how I felt, she got the letter and promised to reply to me, this happened months ago and I still have gotten no reply. Instead what I got was messages saying how much she misses me and how **** things are without me. Being a fool I admitted I felt the same.

About a month ago she said she wanted to meet and talk, after some soul searching I agreed, but the meeting never happened instead she brushed me off again and again.

She toyed with my emotions, dragged me along and now she is completely ignoring me.

We were together 5 years, I devoted myself to her and was madly in love with her but she decided I wasn't good enough. Now I can't go to my home town because I don't feel comfortable there. All of "our" friends have taken her side because I no longer live there.

I feel lost and betrayed, alone and pathetic for letting her do this to me. I've lost faith in alot of what i considered to be friendships and in people in general

gonebeyondajoke

Likeaboson

Things seem bleak now and you need time to adjust and come to terms with what has happened. She sounds like an ice-queen imo. Don't lose faith you have had a rough time but that doesn't mean that people in your future are going to treat you badly. If you have recently moved to dublin take this as a fresh start and make new friends, Life can get you down at times but when you least expect it, it can whirlwind you into something great!

Stay strong and keep the faith

sillymoo2007

Stay strong and keep the faith[/QUOTE]

Big Hugs as the last poster said Stay strong and keep the faith, You can either see it two ways 1. Look back to past and regret or feel sad about how things worked out or 2. look at your new life in dublin as a huge oppurtunity, go out meet new people, join some clubs www.meetup.com have loads of interest groups from walking, nights out, book clubs, cinema nights etc. Use this time to refocus and rebuild the great person you are and have confidence in yourself again. You should never have to feel bad about where your from because of situations past, let them see this rebuilt person and they will notice how awesome you are again and if they dont well there not worth it.

likeaboson

Thanks Guys,

I know it sounds cliche but I have known this girl years we grew up together, she wasn't just a girlfriend but a bestfriend and her family made me one of the family and vice versa with her and my family.

I keep going from feeling real anger to missing her. I loveed her so much and would have done anything for her. It hurts that she dragged me along and now just ignores me. Everywhere i tun i see reminders of her it's torture