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No Quality of Life

  • 20-08-2012 7:09pm
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    LegacyUser
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    For the last two years I have felt so bad about myself. I have always been a shy person and my self confidence is low and I find it difficult to make new friends. I can honestly say I have no friends as my life is so lonely, I do not go out to socialise, I just work and return home. At weekends I stay at home. It is a sad existence.

    I think about my future and if my life is to continue this way, then eventually I will know what I will do to myself. I always thought that I would get some luck in my life as I have always been unlucky, but it has never come for me, my father dying when I was young, to underachieving in the leaving cert etc. I made the wrong choice of career and now work as a project manager, I do not enjoy it.

    I am a nice, intelligent and polite person as I have been told but it is only a cover, inside I feel sad and alone. I have overheard girls say I am ugly, my mother said I was no picture. I have never met a girl interested in me, and see guys my age, married or with children, I wish I could be as happy as some couples I see.

    I used to play GAA which I enjoyed but gave it up due to being "bullied" by other players, I am not considered a good enough player. I love to travel but do not as I have no one to travel with, I love museums, architecture and culture.

    I see people I went to school with and how their lives have blossomed and mine has faltered.

    I am in my twenties and it scares me to think that for the rest of my life nothing will change for me. I was in a car crash recently and sometimes I wish that I didn't survive it as my existence is worthless and I would not be missed by anyone


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