love/work/life

starrynightsky

I'm having to make several sacrifices for the sake of my career - moving away from family and friends and I have recently ended my relationship too because not to would have meant seeing him every few weeks, and that isn't going to be something we can put up with indefinitely. So I've made a clean break in order to pursue what I thought was my dream - at least - to pursue what I spent time and money studying for.
But I have no idea if I've made the right choice! Feel like all my other friends are having babies and getting married and there's me chasing a dream that I don't even know will work out and which could be sh** anyway.
I'm so miserable, and scared of being lonely forever. But I felt that if I stayed I would have one day felt I wasted my only opportunity.
Its like I'm damned if I do and damned if I don't!
Has anyone out there had to chose between love and work, heart or head? It would be great to hear people's experiences. Thanks!

Carriexx

Hey, you've put time and effort into training for this - so would you not give it 1 year and see how it goes? You wanted to do it for a reason. The grass always seems greener ... if you dont do it you will totally regret it aswell!