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I've had enough of this life.

  • 13-10-2011 5:47pm
    #1
    LegacyUser
    Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 166,026 ✭✭✭✭


    I don't want to be alive any more. I wish so much I was dead right now. I constantly think of suicide. The ironic thing is that I wouldn't consider myself mentally unstable. I just can't handle the way my life is and I want out. I'm in a rut and due to financial reasons, I cannot get out of it. I'm over my head with debt from a university course that turned out to be a complete waste of time. I worked so hard during it and now I'm working in a shop earning low wages. They say money doesn't make you happy, but right now it's the only thing that will save me and I don't see myself winning the lottery anytime soon. Friends, my boyfriend and my family have no idea that I'm feeling like this. I don't want to hurt them. That's what upsets me the most. It's one of the only things stopping me from killing myself. The other thing that is preventing me is that I want to figure out a guaranteed painless and successful way. I won't want to end up brain damaged. I can't bear to continue with my life due to the debt that I am in (all because of university)... I tried for years to get a job in the field I studied (even trying internationally) and always failed. I give up.

    If I could go into a hospital and for them to put me unconscious painlessly and donate my organs to people who need them, I would like to do this.

    I don't know why I'm posting here. It's this great weight I've been carrying around for a while. Please do not tell me to 'speak to a professional' or the Samaritans etc. They're not going to get me out of this mess.


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  • #2
    Taltos
    Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 20,830 ✭✭✭✭Taltos


    OP - we have to close your thread.

    From our charter (there are other links as well) please refer to
    Suicide

    http://www.nosp.ie/
    (national suicide prevention)

    1Life Suicide Prevention Helpline - 1800 247 100


    Taltos


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