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Deep, dark cloud drowning me

  • 22-09-2011 8:06pm
    #1
    LegacyUser
    Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 166,026 ✭✭✭✭


    I think I may be nuts.

    I'd a big dark cloud hanging over me today.

    Spent the whole day just wishing the sadness would end.

    Thought about how lucky I am to have a roof over my head, a beautiful son I get to see most weekends.

    But then I think of the custody battles, the sh1t job, the constant back-pain, the panic attacks, the anguish, the loneliness, hypersensitivity, IBS, chronic fatigue, growing misanthropy. I feel pushed around, under attack, ready to snap.

    I just want peace.

    Nothing makes me happy. I hurt all the time. Physio does nothing to help. Exercise makes me worse, gives me panic attacks. I'm a wimp.


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  • #2
    Pandora2
    Closed Accounts Posts: 937 ✭✭✭Pandora2


    You really should have a chat with your GP, not only about your chronic pain but about how you are feeling generally.......chronic pain can very often be a stresser leading to depression ( I suffer like this too:()

    You still have sight of good things in your life and you are 'talking' about it......so its likely that intervention would be beneficial, I wish you all the very best.


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