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Weird problem

  • 22-07-2011 9:08pm
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    LegacyUser
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    ...more of an emotional dilemma. I have absolutely no self esteem at all so I have two MSN accounts one is my real one and one is a completely made up one I have with a different name and all. I use different pictures on that one too. i know it's fxcking weird but bare with me.

    got talking to a nice girl and she said she liked "me" (unbeknownst to her it was a totally made up person). i assume it was more for the looks (not gonna say who's pics i use but a friend of mine who i find quite good looking). this is when i felt rly bad. she got her hopes up and started flirting loads and stuff. i didnt do it back since i knew i would have to break it to her i couldnt see her. here's the interesting part

    i added her on my real msn (thank god for anonymity here), and started talking. we got on quite well (naturally since it's the same person :P), but of course the convos were different. i used to sign into both accounts at once and talk to her on both to try and analyse her actions and responses etc. she gave more attention to the fake account obviously cause she found him more attractive and LIKED him. i got kinda upset when she used to say "i g2g bye" to the real me but... would stay signed in on the other one.... blocking me, basically. ouch. guess ya get burned when ya play with fire

    anyways, the thing that is killing me is this.... i told her on the other account today that i can't go out with her, for reasons i wont go into, and that sorry for giving her wrong signals and blah and i wasnt interested. she then continues to tell me i was really fun to talk to, a funny guy, and interesting. weird. weird how she blocks the same funny and interesting guy just previous lol. it doesn't make any sense. i act the same on both accounts but just have different pics. i feel like **** because why is she blocking me and pretending to beoffline. i cant be boring or not funny.. its the same person. she told me i was "cute".... and the other acount, she said "HOt". i guess that's the difference. so are my looks all that matter here?

    and yeah, i know i probably have a mental problem but i feel pretty bad as it is and it was just an experiment. i feel like i really betrayed this person's trust and dunno if i shud come clean or not. its really upsetting me. why does she not like me? if im the same person =[ why does she find me boring and not when i talk on the other account?


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