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can't stand another second of my life

  • 04-07-2011 11:52pm
    #1
    LegacyUser
    Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 166,026 ✭✭✭✭


    my childhood sweetheart left me after more than a decade. even before this my life was becoming a black hole and I just couldn't pull out of it. I engaged in some very self destructive behaviour and cheated, i don't even remember it. I couldn't lie and admitted it.

    and now i have nothing. nothing will ever be nice or beautiful or warm or funny with out them. everything i have ever enjoyed I have enjoyed through them and with them. i feel every second with them that has passed now weighing upon my every thought. I have nowhere to go and no one to be. I wish i had been hit by a car 5 years ago and never lived to see the way it fell apart.

    how do i keep breathing?

    I know running to the internet here is sad but its all I have right now. what the **** do I do?


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  • #2
    Maple
    Hosted Moderators Posts: 16,186 ✭✭✭✭Maple


    OP, nobody here is qualified to help you deal with the dark feelings you are experiencing.

    Please contact a health professional.

    I'm closing this thread.

    Maple.


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