Me again (Im an asshole)

Ellie2008

Well basically I have posted on her before so sorry for asking advice again but for some reason I really like getting people's opinions.

Ok so to add to my list of past "sins" which include (quick recap for Newbies):

- Having my ex who was doing the same course as me in college write nearly an entire essay for me when I was about to miss the deadline;

- Writing other essays with him instead of by myself

- Taking stock from work

- Lying in interviews (white lies but still)

- Possibly cheating on exams or stealing money but this could be my brain in overdrive, no clear memory of this

Now, to add to my list of started to feel terrible about not going to the lectures my work paid for, basically the lectures in the Law Society, my work paid me a salary to go and paid the fees and I only went to the tutorials and not the lectures, partly cause you got the notes printed out anyways, partly cause I didnt know many people but a lot to do with laziness and this is my last chance to be in college before I have to work forever!

Any thoughts (sorry if your patience is running thin)

Forever Hopeful

What advice are you looking for exactly? You sound completely spoiled and indulged. I could say cop on but I fear you will not understand what that means.
What EXACTLY is your problem?!

coolcat63

Stop feeling terrible and go to the lectures. Or, preferably, get a job and grow up.

Ellie2008

I have a job, I was referring to a few years ago, I have a lot of guilt for the person that I was that is all.

Ellie2008

Ellie2008 wrote: »

I have a job, I was referring to a few years ago, I have a lot of guilt for the person that I was that is all.

I am sorry that I seem to have offended you both, that wasnt my intention, I get very upset about the lazy asshole I once was and feel I dont deserve my life and you two and probably most of the people reading this would probably agree, I dont know what I was expecting really.

Forever Hopeful

Well you can't change the past. Count your blessings, you have a job. Now work as bl**dy hard as you can, if you influence that could result in hiring new people go for it. Help people. No one is going to sympathize with your past, you admit being lazy but as long as you realise you are seriously lucky to have a job and work hard at it then there's nothing more you can do.

Johnny Favourite

grow up

Ellie2008

Forever Hopeful wrote: »

Well you can't change the past. Count your blessings, you have a job. Now work as bl**dy hard as you can, if you influence that could result in hiring new people go for it. Help people. No one is going to sympathize with your past, you admit being lazy but as long as you realise you are seriously lucky to have a job and work hard at it then there's nothing more you can do.

I wasnt looking for anyone to tell me what I did was ok, I more than aware that it wasnt. Thank you for taking the time to reply.

Silverfish

Forever Hopeful wrote: »

What advice are you looking for exactly? You sound completely spoiled and indulged. I could say cop on but I fear you will not understand what that means.
What EXACTLY is your problem?!

coolcat63 wrote: »

Stop feeling terrible and go to the lectures. Or, preferably, get a job and grow up.

Johnny Favourite wrote: »

grow up

Infracted.

Unhelpful posting is not permitted in PI.

Ellie2008, you have several other threads on this topic.

I would suggest you follow the advice given in those.