aT 16 Am sick of life

Weetbix

I feel there is nothing there.
In my eye we live to work and work to live.
I see no point in having a child or a family.
I see no point in doing anything for the first time.
All i want to do is study so i don't have to have sure a horrible life.
But somethings i get lazy and don't do that either.
Am sick off seeing the same faces everyday, Everyone pretending to care or not to care, teachers walking by some with smiles some without.
I figured if we all think there is a man up there watching us we could do bad as much, because if most of us didn't belive there would be a hell more suicides.
Even on days am able to feel happy, am not really happy.
i FEEL THE future is gonna be boring seeing the world .)_(. i see no big deal its a different locate with people who still hide behind a mask.

Am sick of everything and everyone
I wish it would just end.
Anytime i hear about some kid my age dieing
i envy them so much..... I wish i could die because am too afraid of going to hell.
I envy the dead even if i don't know where they go. I just wish there is a heaven because no matter what form am in am not gonna be happy.

This isn't really a question but feel free to comment i just really need a group of random-er to tell because i can't see them and they can't see me. Plus they wouldn't be worried and wouldn't make me talk anymore then i have to. And sorry for the lack of sturcture its all just things am thinking.

finbarrk

The World isn't that bad. We all go through tough patches. Go for a nice walk up a mountain, breathe in the fresh air and take in the scenery. Talk to a few strangers, tourists maybe. Calm down, I can think of people in worse situations.

LoanShark

You're 16..... You have EVERYTHING to live for!

We all have bad days, We just get up dust ourselves off, learn from it and move on..

If you don't do anything for the first time,You'll never learn if you like it or not...

Coming here to tell your problems, will hopefully be the start of a new begining for you..

Princess Peach

Go see your school counselor. You have absolutely no need to be worrying about children and family, and its great that you have the motivation to study.

Its hopefully just a bad patch, teenage hormones and that, but talk to your counselor, just to make sure its nothing serious. I was diagnosed with depression last year, and it became clear from talking to my doctor that I'd been depressed for a few years, since my teens.

And at your age, there's so many new things to try, no need to be bored of life already! Try a new club or sport in your school or area.

LegacyUser

I'm in my late 30s and while I never felt like that at your age, I did in my mid 20s. So I headed around the world for a look see and never looked back.

Now though, I try to enjoy as much in life as possible. Travel, hobby, friends, family, community....

Get involved in stuff and you wouldn't believe how much more enjoyable life is.

I was only looking around the other day thinking "damn, I never want this to end".

go talk to your GP or check out these guys

http://www.headstrong.ie/

LegacyUser

I don't have alot of time, but then I don't have an awful lot to say. I simply had to reply because I could have written that 5 years ago.

I hated my life. Without any real reasons, I woke up every morning in tears, and went to sleep at night in tears. I didn't see the point in anything. It wasn't that I couldn't get through the day, it was that I didn't <i>want</i> to. I couldn't understand how people got joy from anything.

I'm turning 21 this year, and I can honestly say I love life. I can't tell you how many times I've wished I could go back and give that girl a shake and let her know things can and DO work out. You just have to realise that you CAN be happy.

I'm not certain what turned the corner for me. Having a family that supported me and pushed me to seek help certainly played a part. But I didn't see a counsellor or take anti-depressants. I'm not suggesting these methods aren't the right course for you, they may well be necessary - but it wasn't for me.

I took up exercising, and I was honest with a few select people in my life. The exercise lifted my mood and challenged me. Running further week after week showed me that I could achieve things. And I told a couple of friends who I'd lost contact with how low I'd been feeling, and they were there for me.

I understand you may not want to actively seek help, but try and change something in your life each week, or each month. Even if you don't want to, suck it up and do it. Be it a group activity you take up, or just committing to getting yourself out for a walk twice a week with your ipod. Do SOMETHING. I promise if you find something you get joy out of for a little while, you'll remember that feeling and strive to make yourself happy. But it's up to you, nobody can do it for you.

Most importantly, keep your chin up, and don't lose your faith. I don't believe myself, but I reckon any sort of belief in a higher power is gonna help get you through the day. You'll find your place one day, I guarantee it.