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feeling angry finally, angry at myself for being angry this late...

  • 23-05-2010 10:58pm
    #1
    LegacyUser
    Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 166,026 ✭✭✭✭


    finally, i txted him about a month ago, i did not want to keep contacting him anymore.

    he cheated when we were together, although we were together for just a month or so.

    i still was trying to think because he's depressed, he's lost his mind, he's...

    when we contacted again two months ago, i thought we could be friends, but no, i could not. i still had feelings for him, though he cheated and treated me not nice.

    during the month we contacted (just friends), he replied quickly or even initiated contacts. but then, later, i felt ignored.

    i cut all the contact. but not until now that i felt that anger inside. towards him and myself.

    i had no difficulties to control myself not to contact him. basically, i was so fed up with the on and off thing, we were not even a couple.

    i was so stupid.

    how come i could give my heart to this man that treated me like that? and still, at this moment, i feel i could not find any one else who i would fall for like i fell for him.

    it's been a few years we have known each other. it's been a few years i had him in my heart.

    i have a man like him in my heart. a man that cheated on me, that did not treasure me. that did not see me as a precious woman.

    it's not until now I start to feel the anger of being betrayed, being devalued... how come i was that blind. and i am at my age of early 30s, not a teen! how come i did not have a bit of back bone and self-respect for myself.


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  • #2
    Denimgirl
    Closed Accounts Posts: 392 ✭✭Denimgirl


    I'm sorry your feeling like this and been treated this way,but what you feel is normal you fell in love and he took you for granted, just think that the guy you had in your heart did not exist it's what you thought this guy was like and even though he may be a nice guy he's not good enough for you,you have many qualities that outshine his and so much love to give so save that in your heart for a guy thats worth it don't don't give your heart so easily find out the charactor of the person before opening up and always keep a little back for yourself.you teach people how they should treat you!xxx


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