Tough times being single

LegacyUser

hey there I never use this service but iv decided to give it ago to see if it will help
Me and my girlfriend broke up last week and iv been finding it so depressing since iv tried so hard to forget about her but it just aint working ot for me, we'v had our own problems in the past and we sorta broke up last month but we tried a brake and it didnt work because I couldnt stick to it but this time im trying so hard to leave her alone and hopeing that she'l relise that we had something so speacial togeather and that she'l hopefully come to her senses and that if we give it another go then we'l appreciate each other a lot more, i pushed her away from me which started around this time last year because after loosing my father in a horrible accident which sometimes unfortuanley i blame myself for been part of it i got really depressed without relising it and I had no interest in anything but my girl been who she was stuck by me every step of the way and something which I regret everyday siince is I told her a lie which not to go into every detail about it was only to protect her and when the truth was finnalley told it caused a bit of trouble-i tied so hard to tell her before so many times and she gave me so many chances to tell her but I never had the courae to tel her because I didnt want to break her heart-and No I never once cheated on her or took drugs or anything like that, the thing is that worries me most is not jealiousey or anything its just that she says now that she wants to be friends and im willing to give it a try but really dont no how it will work out in the long run if o people who were madley in love with each other can stay friends, there's nothing more I wouldnt do to get her back and there's no chance in any way that id ever let her down again because she's back to colledge next month and im petrified that she'l end up with some guy who wil treat her bad and when I no that she'd never have to worry about because al I want to do is make her happy and for us to be togeather so from other peoples personal experience did you's ever break up with 1 of you or possibly both of you never wanting to get back and then did the tables trn and did you's get back..?

Miss Fluff

Might I suggest that you put a full-stop or two in your post? It may make it a little easier for people to read.

From your post it is not clear who broke up with whom? You both decided to take a break from the relationship a month ago, then got back together because you kept contacting her it seems and now you have broken up again.

LegacyUser

So sorry about that, im not used poating here so sory bout the full stops.
my girlfriend broke up with me at the start and it was her who decided on it the last time as well.
I just feel like this happened because of the way I treated her before and the reason I treated her so bad was because I felt like I was doing wright and I couldnt bear to brake her heart, the thing is she once felt for me like I feel for her now and I only wish that she'd look at how much I can be good to her by eg buying her flowers, takeing her out for meals etc and see that instead of her getting with some one else in the long run and prob getting hurt again which lets face it it'l happen us all at some stage but I just wish I could let her see that never as long as I breath would I hurt her or anything else-all I want to do is be hear for her and for us to enoy our time togeather like going ut for meals, buying her flowers and spoiling the crap out of her etc because she deserves it in every way and I dont honestley think there is anyone out there who could understand each other like we do

LegacyUser

hey man try not to worry about it to much, it happens every relationship at some stage and no matter how happy people appear to be this is never the case.
I felt exactley how you described your ex about a year ago now.
I broke up with my guy and kept telling myself that I wanted to be free and single.
It wasnt even 2weeks after that I realised I wanted him back and how stubid I felt in the first place.
Now were togeather and in all fairness that was one of the best thngs that ever happened to us because now we really appreciate each other and relise that there are so many possitive things about going steady compared to been single.
So my man I hope things gets worked out for you in the long run and you's get back because if your ex feels in anyway like I did at the time and how I feel now she'l relise down the line that she has made the right desicion but thats only if she feels like I did at the end of the day maybe she feels differant-everyone has there own feelings