cant pay for university

mobilebroadband

I just got a letter sayin that i dont get a grant for university. ok my parents have money, so i need them to pay for uni for me as i cant find a job. my dad is a B*****d he says that i should pay for college, even though he is making 45000 a year and he does not even work really as he earns this all through investments which he inherited, he has been handed everything in his life. he has never loved me lik he did my other brothers, i dont know why, hee never showed affection to me ever as a child he never even called me by my name never in 18 years he calls me him, but my brothers cant do any wrong, they are great. i am scum, even though i have studies always, i remember i was bullied all the time as a child i have never even had a friend and they obvioulsy knew about it but did nothing. i have no friends, no money, and no future, i have dreamed of going to college since i was 8, it is all i have dreamed about. i cry in the toilet thinking about how i can pay for college by myself coz i have to coz of above so anyone any advice and not a job cant find one, any other schemes etc to get me a bit of money for college in particlar for rent

helimachoptor

OP apply for a student loan, dont worry about your dad, you need to concentrate on yourself.

chillywilly

if you talk about your dad like that im not suprised he isnt giving you the money tbh.

Anyway, i believe colleges have emergency student assistance funds. Keep looking for a job.

Good luck