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Don't like Boyfs Friends

  • 08-08-2009 9:20pm
    #1
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    I'm kinda p'd off with myself, I recently met a guy I was in school with who I am in love with..He has friends that were in school with us too, the thing is I kinda have an issue with them..Like a child hood block or something. I wasn't very confidant in school but I am a different person now, over 10 years later. I tend to be transported back to my old self when in their company though and I have started to avoid going out with my boyfriend when he socialises with them. i just feel so bad about myself when in their company. I've had a tough year personally which took its toll on my confidence I suppose, and I just can't get past myself at all. I think I am taking it out on the group of friends too - They are a clique-ish too and i find it hard to get to know them. And have just givin up at this stage bothering with them. I don't know if its just a block from school, that I retreat back into my old unconfident self, conscious. I don't know if I am using the excuse of I can't be bothered with them and their clique because I am too unconfident. i've recently said it to him, and feel like such an idiot like im a little kid. He just said its in my head and to get over it i need to spend more time with them. i felt like an eejit saying, i don't think they like me.. Oh i dunno, am i mental?!


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