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  • 19-03-2009 10:31AM
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    It's a funny thing.

    When I was 16, I fancied her friend, didn't notice her so much then one day I did, we got together on a family holiday, I remember her blond curly hair and a voice i can still here to this day the warm-ist of smiles the true natural beauty that she possessed.

    Then I had to go away, for 3 months to experience what would later surround my life and to this day still does... Not that I regret doing it, I do how ever regret loss of which is her. Even eleven year's on. Dealing with how I feel is still hard to this day, makes me sad almost to the point of depressing.

    Every part of me realise's that this is life, these are some of the most valuable lesson's which is sacrifice. Even when I had meet her i could'nt talk to her I was hurt, mean rude not the true me... which makes me feel some what disappointed in my self..

    But yet I feel this way still after 11 years hung up....

    I don't no if it's normal to feel this way, but I do. I wouldn't dream of contacting her.
    She has her own life and probably amazingly happy. I'm happy to from day to day nothing really gets me to down.

    But the feelings sparked of where pretty intense, disappointment.....
    Does any one ever get, these emotion feelings flooding back to them..


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