Alcohol over me - deleted other thread

Koushki

Thank you so much to those of you who have replied, i deleted it because i felt uncomfortable that i knew my ex would read it as he uses boards to, but i thought to myself, i don't care what he thinks and i would like him to see how normal people react to his disgusting behavior.

About what someone asked about why i didn't tell my family, i told my dad but i didnt tell him that he had hit and choked me, because if my father knew that, he would go over to his house now and actually murder him.
not even that, because i care about my ex, i dont want anything bad to happen to him.

I wish i didnt delete the other thread now, if any mods or someone could maybe put it back i'd be grateful, because then other posters can maybe help me out.

And yes to some people, i always knew it was wrong once he began to hit me when he became drunk, and i knew it should have been the last time when he left me in the middle of the street unconsciene, and i know now that he is not worth my time anymore.

to the person who said i could pm them, i forget your name as it all has been deleted!but thank you very much i could do with any support at the moment because i cannot speak to my friends about this issue, as firstly hardly any of them have ever even had boyfriends. i have a guidance counselor in school but he doesn't say anything, he just listens.

thank you to everyone who took time to read the other thread.

Wibbs

No worries. Sorted. also posted your post here onto that thread