What am I? Another number that isn't equal to any of you?

Tar.Aldarion

ONE, TWO, THREE!!!
YEAH!!!
DROP IT!!!
Bones in the water and dust in my lungs
Absorbing archaic like a sponge
The ultimate way is the way you control
But can you stay if you detach your soul
Bury the present and squeeze out the past
The ones you endear to never last
Chemical burns and the animalistic
I'm just another hareline psuedo-statistic
Can you feel this?
I'm dying to feel this
Can you feel this?
Blood on the paper and skin on my teeth
Trying to commit to whats beneath
To find the time is to lose the momentum
You learn the lessons and immediately forget them
Automatic and out of my reach
Consult all the waste to find the key
Minimal life and the polysyllabic
I'm just another blank page - push the button, pull the rage
Can you feel this?
I'm dying to feel this
Can you feel this?
I am all, but what am I?
Another number that isn't equal to any of you
I control, but I comply
Pick me apart, then pick up the pieces
I'm uneven
I am the damaged one
All my life and the damage done
Can you feel this?
I'm dying to feel this
Can you feel this?
I'm dying to feel this
I am all, but what am I?
Another number that isn't equal to any of you
I control, but I comply
Pick me apart, then pick up the pieces
I'm uneven

Lust4Life

Um. Dear Kind King, dideth thou forget to taketh thy Lithium today?;)

Matt Holck

another numb thumb on a video game
monster's keep changing but I beat them the same
my brows grows heavy over tired eyes
one level to the next level my circuits fried
lost all excitement and can't be impressed
apply patterned formula across the melee of mess
died dozens of times but I just hit restart
brain feigning forethought and slowing of heart
I would despair
it's so hard to care
are they even aware
the troubles they bare
blur together

eljono

Might as well...




One - One
Two - Two
Three - Three
NIL!

Chaos - It's just the beginning
Every promise I made I´m rescinding
Center mass in the middle of the monster
I'm getting tired of drowning the constant
Cry for help - It's debatable
The only reason that you love me is I'm hated by all
Come on - Come see dysfunction
I guess we're gonna leave it open for discussion

Who am I? Where am I going?
Maybe I'm looking in the wrong direction
Maybe I'm looking for any direction

This is not my war - This is not my fight
This is something more - This is not my life
(This is not my) Revolution
(This is not my) Convolution
(This is not my) Expectation
(This is not my) Desperation

Holed up, scarred and tamed for the hell of it
Look at me - I am the glorified malcontent
Save me? Save this!
All I gotta do is give up and all is forgiven
I'm sick - Of being the butt of a cosmic joke
And I don't get the punch line
A million people lined up for miles
To see the great big mouth shut up and apologize

This is not my war - This is not my fight
This is something more - This is not my life
(This is not my) Revolution
(This is not my) Convolution
(This is not my) Only reason to question why

Today, I said goodbye!
Goodbye!
Oh I didn't need to leave to stay right here
Today, I said goodbye!
Goodbye!
Oh I didn't need to leave to stay right here
Today, I said goodbye!
Goodbye!
Oh I didn't need to leave to stay right here
Today, I said goodbye!
Goodbye!
Oh I didn't need to leave to say right here
Today, I said goodbye!

I'm the pariah (Break me)
I am the liar (Save me)
I can take anything (Make me)
Accuse me of everything (Take me)
Cut off the system (Shape me)
Deny my existence (Waste me)
I won't be afraid (Try me)
I won't be unmade (Deny me)

So Come on - Break it off
Come on - Buy the lie
Come on - Say it, say it
Come on
Say goodbye!
Goodbye!
Oh I didn't need to leave to stay right here
Today, I said goodbye!
Goodbye!
Oh I didn't need to leave to say right here
Today, I said goodbye!
Goodbye!
Oh I didn't need to leave to say right here
Today, I said goodbye!
Goodbye!
Oh I didn't need to leave to say right here
Today, I said goodbye!

One - One
Two - Two
Three - Three
NIL!

chamlis

I want to leave without a trace
cos I don't wanna die in this place

Beruthiel

Hello me...its me again.
You can subdue, but never tame me.
It gives me a migraine headache
Thinking down to your level.
Yea, just keep on thinking its my fault
And stay an inch or two outta kicking distance.
Mankind has got to know
His limitations.

/chorus/
Feeling claustrophobic,
Like the walls are closing in.
Blood stains on my hands and
I dont know where Ive been.
Im in trouble for the things
I havent got to yet.
Im sharpening the axe and my
Palms are getting wet, sweating bullets.

Well, me...its nice talking to myself,
A credit to dementia.
Some day you too will know my pain,
And smile its blacktooth grin.
If the war inside my head
Wont take a day off Ill be dead.
My icy fingers claw your back,
Here I come again.

/chorus/

Feeling paranoid
True enemy or false friend?
Anxietys attacking me
And my air is getting thin
Feeling claustrophobic,
Like the walls are closing in.
Blood stains on my hands and
I dont know where Ive been
Once you committed me
Now youve acquitted me
Claiming validity
For your stupidity
Im chomping at the bit
Im sharpening the axe
Here I come again, whoa!
Sweating bullets

Tar.Aldarion

That's the spirit...



This is the year where hope fails you
The test subjects run the experiment
And the bastards you know is the hero you hate
But cohesion is possible if we try
There's no reason,THERE'S no lesson, no time like the present
Tell me right now, what have you got to lose?
What have you got to lose, except your soul?
Who's with us?!

(I fight) for the unconventional
(My right) and its unconditional
(I can only) be as real as I can
The disadvantage is I never knew the plan
(This isn't) just a way to be a martyr
(I can't) walk alone any longer
(I fight) for the ones who can't fight
And if I lose, at least I tried!

(We) We are the new diabolic
(We) We are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life, you can have it
(We) We are the pulse of the maggots

(I won't) be the inconsequential
(I won't) be the wasted potential
I can make it as severe as I can
Until you realize you'll never take a stand
(It isn't) just a one-sided version
(We've dealt) with a manic subversion
(I won't) let the truth be perverted
And I won't leave another victom deserted

(We) We are the new diabolic
(We) We are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life, you can have it
(We) We are the pulse of the maggots

(Do you understand?) Yes

Say it again, say it again
(We won't die)

(We fight) 'til no one can fight us
(We live) and no one can stop us
(We pull) when we're pushed to far
And the advantage is, the bottom line is
(We never) had to fight in the first place
(We only) had to spit back in their face
(We won't) walk alone any longer
What doesn't kill us only makes us stronger

(We) We are the new diabolic
(We) We are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life, you can have it
(We) We are the pulse of the maggots

(Do you understand?) Yes

Say it again, say it again
(We won't die)

Matt Holck

boards so slow
on the dial-up phone
I'd wonder and rome
through the domain
but my patiants it drains

projectmayhem

Matt Holck wrote:

boards so slow
on the dial-up phone
I'd wonder and rome
through the domain
but my patiants it drains

ah corey taylor did very well with that one...

gwan out of that with your big thalidomide robot face

Matt Holck

I went in to hypersleep
to travel to alpha sentari
to see chunky astroid

chamlis

She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
The song that no-one sings
The unattainable

She's a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real
Is one more reason
But I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad


But I won't let this build up inside of me

Scraggs

I have fallen for another she can make her own way home.
And even if she asked me now, I'd let her go alone.
Well, I used to see her up the Chapel when she went to Sunday mass,
When she'd go up to receive, I'd kneel down there and watch her pass.
The glory of her ass!

I used to love her. I used to love her once,
A long, long time ago.
I used to love her. I used to love her once,
A long, long time ago.
It's gone. All my lovin' is gone.
It's gone. All my lovin' is gone.

D'you remember her collecting for Concern on Christmas Eve?
She was on a forty-eight-hour pass, just water and black tea.
I walked right up and make an ostentatious contribution,
And I winked at her to tell her I'd seduce her in the future,
When she's feeling looser.

So now, you know the truth of it. She's no longer my obsession,
Though the thoughts and dreams I had of her would take six months in confession.
See, I met this young one Friday night and she's into free expression,
And her mission is to rid the world of this sinful repression.
Then we had a session.

It's gone, long, long gone.
All my lovin' is gone, long, long gone.

chamlis

Cancelled compasion
This our ignorance
Smile everlasting
Much less eminenet
Stay time heals everything
One more day to regret

In my eyes i see
Free deleverance
Not everlasting
Such is punishment
You take me higher
Than the lowest place yet

One more day to regret

Jules

Please tell me why do birds
Sing when you're near me?
Sing when you're close to me?
They say that I'm a fool
For loving you deeply
Loving you secretly

But I crash in my mind
Whenever you are near
Getting deaf, dumb and blind
Just drowning in despair
I am lost in your flame
It's burning like the sun
And I call out your name
whenever you are gone

Please tell me why can't I
Breathe when you're near me?
Breathe when you're close to me?
I know you know I'm lost
In loving you deeply
Loving you secretly
Secretly

But I crash in my mind
Whenever you are near
Getting deaf, dumb and blind
Just drowning in despair
I am lost in your flame
It's burning like the sun
And I call out your name
whenever you are gone

Tomorrow
I'll tell it all tomorrow
Or the day after tomorrow
I'm sure I'll tell you then

Well I crash in my mind
Whenever you are near
Getting deaf, dumb and blind
Just drowning in despair
I am lost in your flame
It's burning like the sun
And I call out your name
The moment you are gone
The moment you are gone

Matt Holck

gave up waiting
no looking forward no looking back
a pointless day to age
seasons change the stage

Sofaspud

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine,
you make me happy, when skies are grey.
You'll never know, dear, how much I love you,
please don't take my sunshine away.