Okay so despite my username, I'm not some newbie confused lesbian. I'm pushing 30 and have been out since I was 19.
In REAL life I normally wouldn't notice guys, and certainly have no desire to have sex with one. I love having sex with women, and I've had a girlfriend for the past year.
My problem, or I'm not sure if that's the correct term.. issue? The issue I'm having that I really feel I need to address is that I've been masturbating to gay male porn for the past few months!!! I'm struggling to remember how this all came about really. I've watched porn intermittently for years, never really needed to that much and the majority of so-called "lesbian porn" is not in the least bit sexy, and sometimes quite demoralizing anyway.
However, my girlfriend and I are living quite a distance away from each other at the moment, and not seeing each other as often as we'd like, and so I guess I am masturbating more frequently. I know my girlfriend sometimes watches porn, or knowing her tastes, really badly made lesbian movies with that one sex scene. And she knows that I sometimes watch it too. She does NOT know that I've been watching this kind of porn though. I've been feeling kind of guilty about it lately, not to mention alarmed at my tastes. I've never even really enjoyed straight porn, so I don't even know where this is coming from.
Anyway, I was just wondering if there are any lesbians out there that have any thoughts on this. Should I be feeling guilty? Or alarmed, or whatever it is I'm feeling?