Sorry to all you ladies going through a tough time, really hope things get better for you all soon. We're all always here for chats and rants xx
My boyfriend went on a bit of a rant yesterday and said some kinda (reallllyyyy) hurtful things. Normally when he says sorry i'm like yeah it's okay and get over it, but I'm finding it difficult to let this one go. I've not brought it back up, and i'm not going to, but it's just been in my head since. Everytime I think about it I need to stop myself from crying
I think it's because this time I think he really meant everything he said, which in turn, has me thinking that he doesn't love me and want to be in a relationship with me as much as I love him and want to be in a relationship with him. Which doesn't feel very nice at all
And even though he says he didn't mean it and has apologized, i'm not convinced. For the first time in 2years, I really think he meant it. And it kinda really very hurts.