I feel so confused. My best friend commit suicide 3 weeks ago. Im just not sure what Im supposed to be doing/feeling. As he lived abroad for many years, alot of my friends in Ireland didnt know him. I feel so lonely and isolated.
Im finding it such a struggle to even feed myself. I have someone staying with me at the moment to look after me but I dunno, the more days that pass, the more angry lonely and isolated I feel.
None of my friends understand what Im going through but then, I dont want them to as if they were to understand, they'd have to experience this pain.