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I have had some experiences with an entity/presence represented by darkness, to me it seems closely connected to fear, and after reading many other peoples experiences with something that was also represented by darkness and also represented by fear i was wondering if this entity/presence was the same in all these experiences and who or what it is.
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I have also had experience with a 'form' in the context of a Magical Working although I would be pressed to call it another entity so to speak, I think of it more in terms of a transpersonal Self, isolate, dynamic and informing. I have never been scared doing Workings with the exception of my Induction into the Order of the Trapezoid, but fear and its effects [heightened senses and awareness] is a normal enough reaction when dealing with Black Magic to some degree. Some operations can be quite intense!
In terms of defining what you are experiencing, I can not really say. The Temple of Set would essentially be dualist in that we see a distinction between the objective world [the measurable, quantifiable and predictable universe] and the subjective world of the initiate [dynamic, evolving, non natural]. You may have just touched on that part of yourself that is separate from the rest, some call it a soul, others a psyche, it is the most profound level of your potential.
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To clarify, some organisations represent lucifer as light and adonai as darkness, im sure you are quite familiar with this term
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I am not familiar with Adonai either as a deity or a metaphor of darkness.
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if this is a representation of positive and negative can you tell me what the left hand paths beliefs are ie. positive and negative towards lucifer and adonai, and also the right hand paths beliefs regarding lucifer and adonai.
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I think a brief definition of LHP and RHP may be a good starting point. I will be broad and general.
The right hand bath refers to natural, biological, collective, "automatic", inherited cultural growth that leads one to be biologically, socially, mentally and legally recognised as an adult by the culture in which one grows up and lives. It offers a collective means to order and maintain living in a shared culture with shared basic values and laws. Further, it refers to more or less ways to bring value, meaning and purpose to ones subjective and objective world based on authorities other then the individual. It is the path of union with some outwardly given standard.
The left hand path refers to non natural, individual development that is based on individual needs and effort. As an ethical school, the ToS seeks development to become more conscious, truthful, beautiful and capable based on ones will, reason and sense of Self [the central principles of Self Initiation]. Further, left hand path refers to more or less systemic ways to bring a sense of meaning, value and purpose to individual human existence in ones subjective and objective world. This is the path of non-union with a collectively given standard. It is to replace this standard with a higher truth where one is ordered in and of them selves.
If I am understanding you correctly, using these definitions and referring to your Lucifer/Adonai polarity above I can comment that it is not a matter of good/bad, positive/negative as such. I see the world, the objective universe, run by regular laws, laws which are opposed to 'desire', I would use Lucifer as an emblem for that 'desire' in this context. Adonai as darkness I can not comment on.
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Do you feel that by becoming part of a brotherhood ie. temple of set etc, that you are still unique in your life/path or have now just become one of the many, same initiation, same degrees, same learning, same steps up the ladder, unable to be one of a kind.
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Given my definitions above, no as I am dealing with Individuality above any collective dogma.
The Temple of Set is a Left Hand Path School. Broadly, it teaches the path on non union as defined above. This is done by the Initiate learning to isolate consciousness within the subjective universe and refining the psyche to ever more perfected levels. The essential elements of the left hand path are philosophy and magic. The thing that binds those 2 together is initiation.
Hope this helps and thanks for the questions.
Xeper
Will