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    #7322
    Hersheys
    Closed Accounts Posts: 1,308 ✭✭✭Hersheys


    Call Me Jimmy wrote: »
    I'll hit ye when I process what that means, does that mean I lose a technical hour of my life in bed?
    Yep, we lose an hours sleep :(


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    #7323
    stop animal cruelty
    Closed Accounts Posts: 4,012 ✭✭✭stop animal cruelty


    anyone else here got a big brother whos a big bully??? I fcuking hate him so much, hes a cu*t. just had to let it out :) ugh...l just want to tell everyone I know hes nthing but a horrible bully


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    #7324
    Call Me Jimmy
    Registered Users Posts: 8,449 ✭✭✭Call Me Jimmy


    stop animal cruelty wrote: »
    anyone else here got a big brother whos a big bully??? I fcuking hate him so much, hes a cu*t. just had to let it out :) ugh...l just want to tell everyone I know hes nthing but a horrible bully

    Fortunately I don't. I can't fathom how siblings could treat each other badly, my ex's sister tries to bully her all the time but I find it just means they are threatened by you or deeply unsatisfied with themselves.


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    #7325
    stop animal cruelty
    Closed Accounts Posts: 4,012 ✭✭✭stop animal cruelty


    yeah hes not a happy person but its not my fault, its so horrible. if l ever have kids l'll make sure they treat eachother right & always be there & look out for eachother too.


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    #7326
    titan18
    Registered Users Posts: 11,932 ✭✭✭✭titan18


    Would love if there was some drug that could just kill me with no pain. You'd just go to sleep and never wake up. Really hate being alive. There's just no point to this life


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    #7327
    Hersheys
    Closed Accounts Posts: 1,308 ✭✭✭Hersheys


    titan18 wrote: »
    Would love if there was some drug that could just kill me with no pain. You'd just go to sleep and never wake up. Really hate being alive. There's just no point to this life
    How did you get on with the doctor today titan?


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    #7328
    cloud493
    Closed Accounts Posts: 11,835 ✭✭✭✭cloud493


    There is a point, there always is. You just have to find it. I know thats easier said than done, but.


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    #7329
    titan18
    Registered Users Posts: 11,932 ✭✭✭✭titan18


    Hersheys wrote: »
    How did you get on with the doctor today titan?

    Same as usual, need to up the medication so that it starts kicking in again to prevent days like yesterday and today. Showed her what I did, she wasn't very happy at the cuts since I went a bit deeper than usual


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    #7330
    Hersheys
    Closed Accounts Posts: 1,308 ✭✭✭Hersheys


    titan18 wrote: »
    Same as usual, need to up the medication so that it starts kicking in again to prevent days like yesterday and today. Showed her what I did, she wasn't very happy at the cuts since I went a bit deeper than usual
    Did it need any stitches?


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    #7331
    titan18
    Registered Users Posts: 11,932 ✭✭✭✭titan18


    Hersheys wrote: »
    Did it need any stitches?

    Nope, but I cut myself 4 times in the last two days, few lines each time, so was a good bit of blood


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    #7332
    Hersheys
    Closed Accounts Posts: 1,308 ✭✭✭Hersheys


    titan18 wrote: »
    Nope, but I cut myself 4 times in the last two days, few lines each time, so was a good bit of blood
    Mind yourself xx


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    #7333
    cloud493
    Closed Accounts Posts: 11,835 ✭✭✭✭cloud493


    I hate going the hospital for stitches for SI. Always feel like their judging.


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    #7334
    Hersheys
    Closed Accounts Posts: 1,308 ✭✭✭Hersheys


    cloud493 wrote: »
    I hate going the hospital for stitches for SI. Always feel like their judging.
    Thankfully my old gp did them for me. Don't know now that I changed doc.


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    #7335
    cloud493
    Closed Accounts Posts: 11,835 ✭✭✭✭cloud493


    I had it a few weeks ago that I did one that was too wide, it didn't close, didn't know if the GP did stitches so I went the beaumount and got it done up. Takes ages as well.


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    #7336
    Kaching
    Registered Users Posts: 478 ✭✭Kaching


    just keep swimming


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    #7337
    titan18
    Registered Users Posts: 11,932 ✭✭✭✭titan18


    I'd love if someone just cared about me, surely people can't just see my arm and ignore it without saying anything. Just would love someone to talk to properly and who could help me through this crap as a non-medical person in my life


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    #7338
    Hersheys
    Closed Accounts Posts: 1,308 ✭✭✭Hersheys


    titan18 wrote: »
    I'd love if someone just cared about me, surely people can't just see my arm and ignore it without saying anything. Just would love someone to talk to properly and who could help me through this crap as a non-medical person in my life
    Where you based buddy?


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    #7339
    titan18
    Registered Users Posts: 11,932 ✭✭✭✭titan18


    Hersheys wrote: »
    Where you based buddy?

    Cork


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    #7340
    arbitrary constant
    Closed Accounts Posts: 31 ✭arbitrary constant


    titan18 are you still a student? I remember your username from the UCC forum (used post there under a different account). If you are still there, have you had any experience with the counselling service? I tried it in my third year and didn't click with the counsellor at all; after only two meetings he basically told me "I can't help you if you don't know what you want" which I thought was a bit harsh to say to a confused young person who just needed to talk. Anyway that experience put me off for a while until my final year when things started to get really bad and I needed to talk to someone again. The counsellor I was assigned that time was really helpful and talking with her really helped me get through that year. I don't know if she still works there but I could PM her your name if you like? I graduated in 2011 and am not based in Cork anymore but if I was still there I'd gladly meet you for coffee and a chat. :) I'm sure there are people around who do care about you.

    As for me, I had a dream last night where I choked while taking my Effexor. That can't be a good omen! :rolleyes: Also had a dream about my ex, which rarely happens but always puts me in a bit of a downer. Couple of weeks ago I had a dream about my other ex and that sent me into a whole day of wallowing in self pity. If I could just erase past memories I'd be doing much better.


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    #7341
    Corkfeen
    Closed Accounts Posts: 4,940 ✭✭✭Corkfeen


    titan18 wrote: »

    Cork
    In Cork myself, will happily meet up with you at some point if you want. :)


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    #7342
    Gremlinertia
    Moderators, Science, Health & Environment Moderators, Social & Fun Moderators, Regional West Moderators Posts: 59,719 Mod ✭✭✭✭Gremlinertia


    Made a total mess of my arm last night. Damn it.. Not in the head to be at work either just too anxious and stressed out. Argh.. Oh well, least i did some good too yesterday. I just feel so lost at times. sometimes i try to 'stand outside myself' as it were and see where it is i'd like to go but it's just black.


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    #7343
    titan18
    Registered Users Posts: 11,932 ✭✭✭✭titan18


    arbitrary constant wrote: »
    titan18 are you still a student? I remember your username from the UCC forum (used post there under a different account). If you are still there, have you had any experience with the counselling service? I tried it in my third year and didn't click with the counsellor at all; after only two meetings he basically told me "I can't help you if you don't know what you want" which I thought was a bit harsh to say to a confused young person who just needed to talk. Anyway that experience put me off for a while until my final year when things started to get really bad and I needed to talk to someone again. The counsellor I was assigned that time was really helpful and talking with her really helped me get through that year. I don't know if she still works there but I could PM her your name if you like? I graduated in 2011 and am not based in Cork anymore but if I was still there I'd gladly meet you for coffee and a chat. :) I'm sure there are people around who do care about you.

    As for me, I had a dream last night where I choked while taking my Effexor. That can't be a good omen! :rolleyes: Also had a dream about my ex, which rarely happens but always puts me in a bit of a downer. Couple of weeks ago I had a dream about my other ex and that sent me into a whole day of wallowing in self pity. If I could just erase past memories I'd be doing much better.

    I'm still in UCC, ya, but haven't gone to their counselling service. My GP has warned me away from them, as a lot of their doctors will only work there for a while and then leave, so continuity isn't great, and there's a waiting list, which doesn't really help me, as I'm not that patient of a person.

    Ya, erasing past memories would really be fantastic. Someone needs to invent that drug so I can get people (girls mainly) out of my head and live again, and not just being thrown back into this crap whenever I see them or think of them
    Corkfeen wrote: »
    In Cork myself, will happily meet up with you at some point if you want. :)

    Don't really know you, so would be kinda weird, at least for me


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    #7344
    Corkfeen
    Closed Accounts Posts: 4,940 ✭✭✭Corkfeen


    titan18 wrote: »
    Don't really know you, so would be kinda weird, at least for me
    Thought as much, no problem. :)


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    #7345
    titan18
    Registered Users Posts: 11,932 ✭✭✭✭titan18


    When people start feeling suicidal, or even less extreme, when ye want to cut yourselves, what do ye all do to take your mind off things. Just need some help cos I can see myself getting back into the suicide attempt area with the way things are going


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    #7346
    Lightbulb Sun
    Closed Accounts Posts: 1,405 ✭✭✭Lightbulb Sun


    titan18 wrote: »
    When people start feeling suicidal, or even less extreme, when ye want to cut yourselves, what do ye all do to take your mind off things. Just need some help cos I can see myself getting back into the suicide attempt area with the way things are going

    I think the responsible thing for me to say is look at checking yourself in to hospital if things are heading that way. No less than that.


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    #7347
    cloud493
    Closed Accounts Posts: 11,835 ✭✭✭✭cloud493


    If I feel the need to hurt( cos I hate the word cutting) I try playing a violent video game. If that doesn't work, I just try to damage control on the hurting.


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    #7348
    Hersheys
    Closed Accounts Posts: 1,308 ✭✭✭Hersheys


    titan18 wrote: »
    When people start feeling suicidal, or even less extreme, when ye want to cut yourselves, what do ye all do to take your mind off things. Just need some help cos I can see myself getting back into the suicide attempt area with the way things are going

    Does anyone in your family/life know you've been self harming and that you may become suicidal? I asked my psych the same question - he said to confide in someone if I'm feeling low, is there anyone you can talk to?


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    #7349
    Kaching
    Registered Users Posts: 478 ✭✭Kaching


    Corkfeen wrote: »
    In Cork myself, will happily meet up with you at some point if you want. :)

    What about mise :(


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    #7350
    Corkfeen
    Closed Accounts Posts: 4,940 ✭✭✭Corkfeen


    Had sort of a bad day today. I made an effort to go out with people but a friend really annoyed me because he was so fecking pass remarkable for the day. I don't think they were for the purpose of offending me but people don't really get that small things hang in my head for a long time.It seems childish but i've never really been able to process things normally. I'm still going to attempt to do something for my birthday, just have to motivate myself to get people to go out.
    Kaching wrote: »
    What about mise :(

    I'll happily meet up with anyone..... :o


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    #7351
    cloud493
    Closed Accounts Posts: 11,835 ✭✭✭✭cloud493


    We Dublin people should have a meet :)


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